Sunshowers

"Sunshowers that fall on my troubles
Are over you, My baby
And Some Showers I'll be aiming at you
Cause I'm watching you, My baby"



Be good, someone told me today. Someone with an internet addiction. I shall not name names. But you know who you are =P

How do you find the motivation? I find it easier to come up with excuses and other meaningless tasks.

I find myself trapped. Against the wall. On one hand, I'm completely happy and guilt free to be at home 24 hours reading my book, listening to my music.

On the other hand, I've got the nagging feeling and overshadowing worries about paying my bills and not being worthy enough for any jobs available on the market.

My time will come. Until then, who's watching the Watchmen?